It may not be what you call perfect, but it's my life..

No Cudi. This is me.. my life thus far.

Well.. ok. I tried to make a soundtrack. It wasn’t as easy as I assumed it was going to be. Go steal one of those MySpace surveys and fill out the answers. Yeah.. that didn’t work.

It’s kind of hard when I’m still here living.. breathing.. changing. See that the thing about movies.. They’re scripted.. Written out to the T. Granted actors and directors make a few artistic tweaks here and there, but for the most part they stick to what was written for them. Therefore, you’re going to be able to make a soundtrack to a film. You know exactly what’s going to happen.. when.. where.. how.

You can’t do that with life. Life is full of improvisation. Reading off a transcript and yelling ‘cut’ when you make a blunder.. that doesn’t happen. Things are thrown at you that you aren’t expecting. You can think that you have everything all planned out, but trust, they won’t always work out that way.

The soundtrack to my life changes depending on what I’m going through and who is in my life at the time. My thoughts about my life and past change daily. Actions and events look different in retrospect when you begin to grow as a person. I’m trying to grow and better myself everyday. I don’t dwell on the past. Just.. reflect. As I reflect and mature, my thoughts about past events get revamped.

So for right now, this is my soundtrack: the 20 songs I feel best describe me up until this point in my life. Either these tracks helped me through some situations, describe what I’m going through now, remind me of happy times, etc. [in no particular order].

• Nas – The World Is Yours
• Melanie Fiona – Ay Yo
• Jay-Z – Sweet
• DMX – Slippin
• Kidz In The Hall – The In Crowd
• N.E.R.D. - Maybe
• Teedra Moses – For A Lifetime
• Wiz Khalifa – When U Find
• Nas – Heaven
• Pharrell – Best Friend
• Ludacris – Child Of The Night
• Maroon 5 – Sunday Morning
• Ne-Yo – Make It Work
• Jay-Z – Feelin It
• N.E.R.D. – Happy
• Ahmad – Back In The Day
• Kanye West – Heard Em Say
• Common – The Light
• Lupe Fiasco – Sunshine
• Lauryn Hill – Ex-Factor

++ the iTunes bonus tracks =]

• 3 Doors Down – Kryptonite
• Drake – Special
• Kanye West - Gossip Files

And of course once I get started I don’t know what songs to limit it to smh.. Guess you all will be getting a soundtrack from me every month… week…