Her Name Is April Rose

I took a trip to Pluto today courtesy of the homie Esh. I sat there vibing to Wiz Khalifa and reading about bed sheets. Quite interesting actually. And then I got to the part where she posed this question: ”Why do people run away from good situations, yet find it so easy to get comfortable in a fucked up one?” (more…)

I used to wish my life was like a fairy tale. I’d be the damsel in distress and my knight in shining armor would come rescue me. We’d ride off into the sunset without a care in the world. Ha.. and then I hit puberty and realized life isn’t that easy.

The truth is I’ve been fighting with myself over a lot of things lately.. An internal struggle for the better part of 2 months.. Trying to make decisions I really don’t want to. My heart is torn, my mind is jumbled, and I feel.. lost. No knight to come rescue me. I’ve got to deal with these issues on my own.

What would my English professor call this? Man vs. self? Yeah, that sounds about right. My life isn’t a fairy tale, but it is indeed an open book for all of you read. I’m the main character, the protagonist, stuck in a conflict between my beliefs and the temptations around me.. Figuring out whether to make the safe choice or follow my heart.. Wondering if I’m going to demand the best from myself or settle for less than what I deserve. (more…)

I don’t even know where to start honestly. There’s so much chaos going on in my life, but I’m trying my best to stay calm under the pressure. I’ve been stressed, yes. Apparently it’s noticeable in my tweets -shrugs-

Found out a lot of things that people were hiding.. Seen friendships fall apart.. It’s crazy out here. Thankfully, I have a few bright spots to look forward to. I would elaborate more, but I’ll save it for a future post.

I just wanted to update you guys. I’m alive. Still breathing. I ain’t going anywhere.